just you and me

2006-11-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG NEW BLOG!!!!!

YAY YAY YAY !!1

GOT NEW BLOG!!!

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/xxiaoohuii

2006-10-23T14:57:00.000+08:00

wait for me, my prince. i promise i'll be your prettiest princess.

- okay. even thou i don't really wish to be a princess. but i 'll. just for you. (:

2006-10-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

self-confidence very impr horr?
correct
hmm
but u need to have something in the first place before u have self confidence isnt it?
no
its just how you think
if you're fat
you might think you are fat
but you can think that
you have a good life
thats why you are fat
if you think in a different way, things will be different
if you are short,
you can think that you are petite
talk is cheap la
lol
its the way ppl think of u ba
no
its the way how you think ppl think of you
ppl wont give fat people another chance isnti it
thats what you think
lol
hmm
quite true
(:
its always myself horr
everyone deserves a second chance
everything is just in your own mind
so u shld send me ur photo
lol
nope
lol
lol
okay la
i shallnt force u
(:
i shall nt be an irritating girl
>.<>yea perhaps one day we will be true friends
byebye
bye

i do believe we will be real friends one day. at this moment in time, how you look like and who you really are is no longer important anymore, isnt it? we'd known each other for a few days. but you had taken the place that many other couldnt seem to fill in. we'll be friends, thus i believe. give each other time huh? (: you might not even care but seriously i do. thanx alot. (and ps i really never like him la)

at the same time, thanx for the unintended effect. thanx for making me feel better and of course make me realise how shallow my love was and its really time to let the real me surface. (:

you might hate this but still *HUGSandKISSES*

2006-10-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

can i accept love im not supposed to?

i discussed this with nut. first time i find him a little serious. cause you know, he's always playing playing playing and of course vulgarities everywhere.

hmm. i never knew i can have such a long and interesting and meaningful conversation with him.

haha. im starting to like him. (: he's interesting isnt he?

2006-10-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

if i have to do the class i love you thing (in details). i'd need a long day.
so tmr tmr tmr tmr pls. LOL.

i <3 love <3 assSIXTYTWO to bits.

and im okay ALREADY. (:

2006-10-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

tell me. when did i become like that?
i really cannot take it anymore.
i dont know whats wrong with me?
im so pissed off with myself.
GRR.

and theres no aircon to cool me down.

2006-10-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

SIA LA. its not what crap abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz obsession la. its the OBSESSION with guys with specs la. lol. come to think of it. quite true hurr. lol.

okay. the bbq went good. i presume. cause most of the time, im on my bed. ALONE. -_- (don't think too much)

but haha. i can be happy with just small little things that other people do man. lol. he talked to me. LOL. he squatted next to me. he helped me. LOL. he got gf. )): haha. and im not interested anymore. LOL. ya. done reporting.

2006-10-09T00:14:00.001+08:00

whats wrong with me man?

2006-10-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with me man?

2006-10-04T17:23:00.000+08:00

the more you know, the deeper you sink into the sea of misery. (:

i feel sad for those who are feeling sad now.

arhuh just one last thing (even its thousand years ago) thanx bang for the chocolates. I FINISHED all of them. okay, most of them except for the caramel one. hehe. (okay,its not like he will get to read this, i just want to make people jealous, right someone?)

and prelim 2 results suck more than prelim 2 exams itself.LOL. not point mentioning.

2006-10-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

quite true that since the day that i know, i've been bothering him with the same old issue everyday. the issue that make him so hurt and sad. oka. SORRY. i shalln't do that anymore. sorry. oh man. i'm such a busybody who thinks she has the right and the ability to help every other beings around her. i really sucks totally this time man.

DUNKed again.

2006-09-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

"u seemed to be troubled when its my issue. lol" - XXXXXXXX

oh man, this hurts. i'm asking just because im concerned. or maybe a little nosey. but this still hurts, somemore coming from you. aww. so sad.

and stupid XXXXXX, im gg to box you.

2006-09-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

new blogskin.
okay. new diaster blogskin.
i promise i will improve on it after exams. heh.

anyway. its a new blogskin.
okay. i never really wanted to blog. just want to do some testing.

(:
and as expected, i flunked my prelims 2.

2006-09-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

I NEARLY FORGOT MY PASSWORD. -dunked.

anyway. im jealous. poof

and im lazy. puff

2006-09-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

if only i had studied a little bit more for prelims 2.
if only i had put in more effort to remember all the formulas.

i believe i can ace this exam. seriously. i will if i did.

i can understand all the questions i know which approach to take. but god damn. out of 10 qns on ave there's 8 that i didnt complete because i cannot remember the formulas required.

now insteading of acing the exam, im worrying if i could at least pass.

god damn.

after prelims 2, its the time to start working. and i will.

(;

p.s and who say u can't ace yourexam if you keep playing. exams are like a game to me. and i seriously don't like to lose. (:

2006-09-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

anyway just for my dearest cousin,
just to repeat myself.
despite all, we can still hang out sometimes.
i'll be always here and thats why im always status BUSY.
anyway. i really wish to meet that tall giraffe man.
(:

it might be kind of rude to say this.
but hey, u spent tons of cash on your braces.
SHOW THEM TO THE WORLD.
blehs.

2006-09-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

" life is much more than those loveLOVElove stuff. "
*rolleyes*
like who don't know?!?

anyway.
prelim sucks.
now everyone is fighting to be the .. last.
but i think the one with the highest probability is me.

we are seriously not ready for alvl monster.

2006-09-11T02:02:00.000+08:00

i said, i am so happy for him.

but almost immediately, i shoot myself down.

how can you be happy when u once love him that much? when the only thing that can make you go out of your house is the hope that you'll see him around?

haha.
girls sometimes are stupid.
they believe in guys and whatever they say.

i love guys who crap.
but its also because of those crap that hurt girls so deeply.

the world is complicated. with feelings at the top of the chart.

2006-09-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

hmm. tell me what to do?
i havent been studying much for the past week. or i shld say ive never really studied for all these years.

guess what?

the more people want me to study, the more i don't.
(:

but now everyone is studying. nobody is left to play with me.
so winks.

hais. life is boring recently.

lol.lol.lol.lol.

anyway. i totally hate something called tuition teachers. they don't work for me. but what can i say? my mum just wan to pay someone to give herself the hope that i'll somehow get better grades. lol. despite my several hmm. watever.

what does studying feels like? maybe i should try.

*grim*

2006-09-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

"Give me a parent who doesn't want the best for his child, and I'll tell you Rahimah and I are together." - joakim gomez.

lol.

2006-09-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

its true. why waste time now feeling sad over relationship or whtever problems you have. must cherish the youth ar. must be young and energetic. LOL.

a pair of $2/- shades. lol.

2006-09-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

arhuh. now i know.

winks.

i'll know what i should do.

2006-09-02T03:55:00.000+08:00

once again, im astounded by the answers you gave me. (:

i havent been blogging for a long time, but it just shows that all of you had been missing lots of fun. ((: haha.

i was toking to keynes about some random stuff.
and he said:
girls generally are poor souls when they get into a relationship with guys not cherishing them =)

and i said:
ya. guys too. some.girls can be bad too
cause if there's no girls who dont know to cherish themselves
there won't be guys who don't cherish girls that are belonging to them

and he said:

cool analysis.
but so much for love, i prefer to slp. haha

lol. what a nice way to ask you to shut up right? haha. keynes is a sweet, interesting but dangerous boy to handle. (: school is getting more and more interesting. hahaha.

2006-08-27T03:02:00.000+08:00

im scared.

2006-08-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

unwanted.

2006-08-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday edmond.

2006-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dad. (:

2006-08-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

i know i can always trust keynes to give me answers that i want to hear when i have questions. (:

2006-08-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

keep reminding him of her is the best way for him to forget her and also the best way for him to hate me.

but i don't care.

i just want to help.

2006-08-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

my mum told me that when i was young, i would do anything and everything to make people around me happy, even to the expense of myself.

for example, once i was rewarded one bag of candies (for being a good girl). then i started to distribute to everyone. even my aunties and uncles. and of course close neighbours. and then left my grandmother. i asked her if she had gotten any sweets. she said no but she dont want, she asked me to eat it. then i said cannot, i must be fair, everyone must have one. then i looked at her and i looked at my bag and i realised ive only got one left. but still i gave it to her. then she asked me then have you eaten. i pout my lips and said no. but never mind, at least everyone had theirs and they're happy and i ran away smiling. and my grandmother just couldn't stop laughin.

i was once that kind.
then why am i so selfish now?
why am i caring only for you?

haha. (:

people grow and change. but give me the same packet of candies and i'll still do the same. its just that now i'll give you two and the rest one. (;

2006-08-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

i already found out who it is.
i know i might be hmm.
but at least if found out and i'm just curious.
not bad not bad. (:

haha.

fun today. (:

yet not fun. ):

life is full of contradictions.

and.

the thought of seeing you almost everyday made my heart go SHA-LA-LA-LA-LA .

2006-08-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

you are not that bad after all.
at least you made some effort to show me that you are not they way i think you are.
be it fake or not,
i forgive you.
(;

its really hard to get angry with you.

2006-08-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

hey boy, you might be sweet. okay. you are sweet. nobody can deny that fact, everyone feels that way. but hey. im still disappointed in you. in some aspects. i didnt expect you to be perfect. but i also didnt expect that to actually come from you. im sorry if i said some nasty stuff or i just made a big fuss out of this thing that might not even exist at all. sorry.

DAMN.

2006-08-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

you betrayed her friendship and you still didnt get his love.
So what have you gain except a few more minutes of conversation and a few nasty yet unintentional comments.
and after you left, who will still remember you, especially if someone new comes and take your place, someone who is better?

why am i putting all my effort in but yet i'm not getting anything back? and on the other hand, she's not doing anything but yet she's gwtting everything or just that one special thing that i want?

life is really unfair.

付出所有真地会让你得到你想要得吗？

爱你真的好难。

-all these i said to myself.

2006-08-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

THEY ARE LUNCHBOXES.

dunnowat.

baseball.

peterpanandlove.

afairlady.

nettyleg.

duckiesinlove.

lol.

blouse.

anime.

hmm.

whiskers.

ALICEinWONDERLAND.

101dalmatians.

beachgirl.

facesofallkind.

starsandflowers.

achoir, isuppose.

funnyfaces.

chair.

girl.

girlagain.

yourangrymum.

woo.

animalkingdom.

fan.

cinderella.

bomberman.

oldjapaneseman.

crazywoman.

WHOTHEHELLISTHIS?

hockey.

ARENT THEY VERY CUTE AND INTERESTING?!? lol.

loveme. (:

2006-08-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

the girl on the train. lol.

and all the jokes keynes and vincent made about mistereng. the techniques he's going use to jiao girls. LOL.

the two of them are such a combo when they are together. (: inseparables huh?

anyway. HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY HUIFONGJIE!!!! ((:

2006-08-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

what can i still expect?

and i didnt know I can blog a thousand times in just one day. i guess things just always go like that when you are too bored.

2006-08-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

this might sound abit emo but please bear with this.

rather than trying all the means to catch that attention from that one person and embarrasing myself

i might as well retreat and hide in one corner and enjoying the attention that i caught from that one person.

i barely touched the chance given to me today.

i guess i'm just too 'clever' to just let things go this way.

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2006-08-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

roadsigns.

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2006-08-11T15:46:00.001+08:00

boom BOOM boom boom BOOM

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2006-08-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

five colourful flowers arising.

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2006-08-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

more attractive than prince charming.

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2006-08-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

green and orange.

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2006-08-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

fireball.

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2006-08-11T15:42:00.000+08:00

starlight starbright.

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2006-08-11T15:41:00.001+08:00

united as one.

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2006-08-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

glowing flowers.

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2006-08-11T15:40:00.000+08:00

fireFIREworks.

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2006-08-11T15:39:00.001+08:00

fireworks.

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2006-08-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

esplanade.

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2006-08-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

when the night falls.

smiles135

2006-08-11T08:45:00.002+08:00

ORCHIDS!!! its national day by the way.

smiles128

2006-08-11T08:45:00.001+08:00

vincent's favourite.

unknown.

2006-08-11T08:45:00.000+08:00

unknown.

sdgSD

2006-08-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

THE

fdgsg

2006-08-10T18:08:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS.

smiles090

2006-08-10T17:56:00.005+08:00

the true elephant.

smiles142

2006-08-10T17:56:00.004+08:00

grey love.

smiles137

2006-08-10T17:56:00.003+08:00

grey smiles.

smiles140

2006-08-10T17:56:00.002+08:00

sephia smiles.

smiles138

2006-08-10T17:56:00.001+08:00

smiles filled with love.

smiles139

2006-08-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

sephia potrait.

chilli.

2006-08-10T17:45:00.002+08:00

chilli.

smiles129

2006-08-10T17:45:00.001+08:00

papaya.

kangkong.

2006-08-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

kangkong.

penguins.

2006-08-10T17:43:00.005+08:00

penguins.

zebra crossings.

2006-08-10T17:43:00.004+08:00

zebra crossings.

hippos.

2006-08-10T17:43:00.003+08:00

hippos.

kangaROOs

2006-08-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

kangaROOs

giraffe or deer?!?!

2006-08-10T17:43:00.001+08:00

giraffe or deer?!?!

ostrich

2006-08-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

ostrich

long live.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.005+08:00

long live.

winks. alligators.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.004+08:00

winks. alligators.

milky.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

milky.

blackie.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.002+08:00

blackie.

damn.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.001+08:00

damn.

two heads.

2006-08-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

two heads.

up up up i go.

2006-08-10T17:40:00.004+08:00

up up up i go.

ROAR. the royals of the cat family.

2006-08-10T17:40:00.003+08:00

ROAR. the royals of the cat family.

run as far as you can, little kitten.

2006-08-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

run as far as you can, little kitten.

jaguars are lazy kittens.

2006-08-10T17:40:00.001+08:00

jaguars are lazy kittens.

who said tigers can only go ROARRRRR?

2006-08-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

who said tigers can only go ROARRRRR?

2006-08-09T23:55:00.001+08:00

Don't know what to say now
don't know where to start
I don't know how to handle a complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
but I just have to say
before you throw it all away
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain
Don't know what you're thinking
to me it seems quite tough to hold a conversation
when words are not enough
so this is your decision and there's nothing I can doI
can only say to you
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain.

your wife,
my rival
yet
my idol.

2006-08-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

stupid boy.

why are you so unpredictable?

why can't you ask questions that i expect you to ask?

and don't ask questions that i don't expect you to ask?

and.

it's because i dun wish to see you leave.

2006-08-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

maybe im pushing myself too hard.

im not consuming proper food.

whats gotten into me?

2006-08-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

his name. his voice. his touch. his smell. his vision. his ears. his muscles. his smiles. his photos. his shirt. his likes. his dislikes. his words. his laughter. his comments. his advice. his thinking. his actions. his jokes. his cheekiness. his seriousness. his laziness. his tolerables. his intolerables. his talents. his weaknesses. his strengths. his hobbies. his loved. his this. his that.

everything belongs to him.

only the memories belong to me.

damn.

all i can rememeber is bittergourd and bittergourd and bittergourd.
what's with that thing?

2006-08-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

why am i allowing myself to become like that?

to be affected by this?

why?

2006-08-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

alot of interesting things are happening. too many to be named. lol.

anyway. i realised i dont really like J. lol. how can i? i mean how can i possibly like him alot when theres someone else in the heart? right?

and hey look here boy. i have never stopped loving you. but you will never know. cause you dun even know. nobody does. i cant keep this to myself anymore. im sinking deeper. ((: lol. but i still believe this will end soon.

and thank you vincent. winks ((((: and i will TRY to lose weight okay? LOL. and shocked you. even if i dun have a 1o years crush on you. winks. LOL

and i finally tok to leechong face-to-face. okay. FINALLY. so stop scolding me loser. and finally online. and to some j1 girls out there, HE'S STILL ATTACHED. to who? its okay. you dont have to know. ((:

2006-08-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

im actually stupid enough to think that im important enough.
haha.
where in actual fact, everyone else that you know, as i can say, is more important than me.
so am i stupid?
i guess so.

im starting to lose control of myself.
as you can see.
blogging now just makes me think how pathetic i am.
sorry boy, i cant fufill my promise.
i can be optimistic anymore.
never again.

anyway. schools fun. everything's fun.
but im not enjoying it.
i dunno why.
i really dunno why.

argggh.

2006-07-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

since ur two eldest daughters or all your othe children are so good. so much better than me. then u jolly well bring them wherever u want to go and just leave me alone. if you want to keep me by your side just because you need someone to vent your anger on, then please, im not that person. you jolly well just leave me alone. i dont care about such stuff anymore. my life is already totally ruined. nothing worse can happen.

fuck all of you man.

im a not demure person anyway.

im an oxymoron.

orhh. im so god damn fucking idiotic.

leave me alone. get off my back.

i realised since the first day im born, i already lose the right to breathe on my own.

im no longer significant anymore, isnt it? haha. big joke.

anyway. happy birthday anan. ((:

2006-07-25T13:51:00.000+08:00

thanks keynes.

for the time and effort.

(((:

Be prepared. =D

winks.

shh.

2006-07-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

some people just like to push their responsibilities to other people.

f them man.

thats why SORRY is like the most disgusting word on earth. even more disgusting than CATS os LIZARDS. or etc.

long-term mc till the end of year. woo. (((: tats the only thing tat kept today going. (((:

envy me.

2006-07-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

pirates of the carribean. (((:

and sem's hair. LOL LOL LOL. she looks pretty. winks.

and last of all. damn. SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN TOMORROW.

(((: absence makes one heart grow ______

2006-07-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

the new boy.

(((:

i should make blogging a habit. lol.

2006-07-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

hearing his name still makes my heart skip beats.

but at least people are not talking about meandhim anymore.

im happy today.

flying high.

memories <333 here

2006-07-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

what i can do is very minimal.

i really wan to help.

but who needs help?

i feel like im not needed. not wanted. anywhere.

wherecanigo?

where?

2006-06-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

i know i need someone to tok to.

in the end, i sill find liankwee. i dunno why. but its worth it. maybe its because hes been here since long time ago and he knows almost everything.

he wont get to read this but still, thanx liankwee. ((:
you are a great friend. but ppl pls dun fall for him, unless he falls for you first. haha. thats him, ALK. (((:

history will always stay as memories. and history do repeat.

pray for me. sincerely. thank you.

2006-06-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

lin jun jie concert. 24thjun. never forgotten. never ever.

beyond words.

you will never understand unless you are there.

im in for all concerts from now on. almost all

LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.

p.s dont cry, JJ

2006-06-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

i finally went out of the house. for the MILK RUN briefing. lol. yes. its on 2nd JULY outside zouk carpark. please come and support. you can even participate in the run, you know? lol.

well. i got a super-sized tshirt. (((:

suntec. marina sq. bugis. everywhere. everywhere. we walked and walked. lol. and luckily mr mark managed to get his chocolates. and of course a BIG packet of chips, isnt it? lol. hmm. fun fun fun. didnt know mark dont know about mei's HMM. lol.

its funny and fun. its quite enjoyable how mei believed everything that mark says. lol. and yes. she's always being like that. dont worry. LOL.

*roarsoflaughter*

but i still got killed thou.

haha.

2006-06-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

my self-determination is still on her vacation around the world.

pls come back as soon as possible okay? i need you. seriously. ((: